journal
Here is my journal to have memories of my life!
2024
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Well, started day greatly, then bad conversation in aalto, I think people don’t like me there, got better at feeble on a skateboard, feel horible honestly, working on it!!!! Music of the day is sail around me, and burn the bridges down :))12 Aug 2024 -
Woke up VERY early 6 am, went on a run, felt better, started leetcode taking real serious, I AM AFRAID TO GO TO THE DRIVING SCHOOL for some reason, I want to talk to somebody in aalto and I want to become really social guy - who is waited, skated a lot, lady kicked me out from urpola lol, feel tired, I want to have FRIENDS, badly, have a good night :)13 Aug 2024 -
Today, is a great weather, unfortunatelly, I watched a movie yesterday and forgot to do my journal, but doesn’t matter. I feel purposeless, yeap, I guess the right word for that would be depression, i don’t have friends rn, nor i do have a job, nor i do have a partner. I guess I have to change, i gotta schedule my life. Gotta find purpose! Today the music of the day is Bye Bye Baby by Requin Chagrin :) merci beacoup15 Aug 2024 -
Today was a good day, I helped my friend Фемистокл with a job, and got my first salary man, I feel great, first salary I gave to my mother :) She was blushing for sure ))) I met my another friend Саша, got my new glasses, thank you so much!! Drinking kefir right now, I wanna change my life even bigger, i guess now I feel it, I got passion in life, that’s unprecedentedly big feeling when you finally figure out something that was upon you for a while. Like a rock that finally hits the water and makes the splash, constant relief with realization that you finally made a plan, a foundation for your goals and future, when you are not wasted around time like you were, when you believe in yourself inarguably, with no doubt, but with analization, I wish you all a great day, today was a great day for me!16 Aug 2024 -
Today was strange, first of all, I failed nofap, very disappointed I was, but made 15 day strike, and intend to not lose from now on, if I lose I pay to my friend 100$, so, it is now concrete. Skated and made beautiful progress, new skate shoes are very good, I enjoed them a lot, played basketball as well, my handle is better now I can feel it, but I am on my grind, want to eliminate not needed pleasure and get what I want. Today the kid told me that I have nice shoes, it was very nice, cool kid. Today music of the day is (I deleted music because I think I spend too much listening music, right now listening game of thrones tho, enjoy it a lot)17 Aug 2024 -
Damn, I woke up at 5, I liked it, but I had troubles sleeping, so, not the best experience, went for a run, felt great after, was pretty good, but made some stuff for my project, normal day (i didn’t write much in journal, should keep up)19 Aug 2024 -
My books that I’d ordered, arrived, best day ever, so hungry for books, They are used, and one book does have a LOT of marker, but the guy who wrote notes was funny as hell, he wrote on one of the pages "Willy is a jerk" and was totally correct :)21 Aug 2024 -
I guess, I felt bad this week, but today we skated with my city broski. He made ollie over 6 stairs, I saw beautiful land and sky today, Want to make a movie with a camera - skateboarding movie, my profile24 Aug 2024 -
My new neighbor arrived, super chill guy, very clean, respected. I laughed when I saw a lot of beers in my fridge, and I laughed because previous neighbor as well bought bunch of cans first week, but he bought like 30 cocacolas, not beers :)29 Aug 2024
